goodbye.

sometimes when you need peace, you just couldnt get it.
goodbye world.

sounds like im going to commit sucide, but im not.

sometimes it's the online sharing that makes one feels lonelier than before.
it's sounds wierd, but it's true.

do i dont understand myself or am i trying to make others understand me?

afterall, i feel restricted here. bothered by readers' reactions, comments and sometimes, the concerns they're going to give.

so, im giving up blogging and im going to get a diary soon.
goodbye! (:

a rainy noon and im in comfortably in my white jacket. such a blessing, and i sound as though im in some winter country, enjoying some holiday.

haha, but the truth is definitely not as perfect. im in office and starting work soon. just taking a short break after lunch (:
feel kinda bad, im like doing nothing meaningful when my colleague are busying.

alright, work time. bye

i want some life.

after not going school for some time, im feeling kinda dettached from ppl now.
realised i didnt really made alot of friends in college and if i did, they're merely considered as acquaintance. just hi and bye, how sad. it's kinda too late for anything now.
im just feeling kinda emo now? felt like i havent had enough of teenage life. i shall pluck out some courage to ask my primary friends out, it's really time for some catchup sessions.
meanwhile, i really x 100 wish to meet up with my sec school friends. but im not sure if they're free to meet up tgt.

okay, i hope i can make some friends at office. e3 friends and ppl who know me will know that im actually noisy, talkative and kinda high. but i dont know why, im like a mute or nearly one when im in office. it has been a long time since i last got noisy or high, hopefully the gang can meet up when carmen's back.

thinking back, it feels kinda sad that college life just ends like that.
i would say, ive only made 2 new friends in jj -reena and qx.
and it's sad that CSLs ended up in a rather pathetic state, lost contact with almost everyone.
shit, i think i really have got to be more friendly and chatty.

i want some life.