im finally back after closing my blog for quite some time (:
hahas... actually wanted to change a real nice skin before opening the blog again...
but as usual, im too lazy (:
so i ended up with another simple skin! (: haha...



haha... yup, its the CSL outing photo! haha... (:
it was fun... really fun... haha... just like the Cluster Camp! (:

went out for CSL's gathering today! everything's so fun... hahas...
know quite alot of ppl and exprienced quite alot. (:

Quite alot of stuff have influenced me in this week.
i start to ponder what's life and what's its purpose.
why this and why that.
hahas. (:

im so beat now, shall go and sleep soon. having this kind of mixed feelings doesnt feel good at all.
so, let's end the day early.
Tomorrow will be a better day. (:

`i miss chatting on the phone for long hours.

just say, i miss companion.

Taking the first step. making a difference.

im having cip rep gathering at west coast park tml...
guess it's going to be pretty tiring. and i think im most probably the only girl joining the guys to meet earlier to get the food and stuff.
It's the first time im walking out of this quiet life and step into another world which i always hope i belong to.
Being busy and involved was never my style, though i always long to enjoy a more active,
busy and diverse life, hanging out with loads of different kind of people, and
managing well in studies at the same time as well. =) carmen is my idol. hahas... (:
i just hope everything's going to turn out fine,
the outing's gonna be fun and im really going to make a difference in my life tml. (:

Life doesnt revolve around just one soul that was once clinched to your heart.
Get over and move on.
ive been psycho-ing myself for days but it really doesnt seems to work.
Am i going to move on this way, alone. and for the past two years plus,
i have been partnered.
This sudden drive of loneliness is somehow killing me.
Whatever it is, ive got to change.
ive got to make myself more sociable and involved. =)
sleepless night - no-more. (:

Songs stimulate my mind to rewind back to those beautiful moments i was once luxuriated in.
Probably, im missing and have missed everything.
what's there to impel me to forget and move on?
Mor, im counting on you, for you're the one whom i idle most of my time with.
i love your companion. Not to forget, others as well. (:

`if rewind-able. let it be the 8th aug '03.
and that's when we first chatted.

As Usual...

i'll be back to blog soon though i wish i could do it today... (: my mum has been nagging non-stop and im getting real sleepy... got loads of stuff to blog on... but no time... hahas, excuse? hahas... didnt touch on any of my schoolwork ever since i reached home today... gosh, hopefully im still at the same pace at my classmates... (:

hmm, willy's blog LAYOUT and tagboard is i designed wan! but... the idea and pictures and words are his work... (: nice LAYOUT and TAgBoard right? LOL... hahas...

okay... i think i really dont have enough sleep and rest... i also got to do my maths tutorials by thurs! got to rush schwork tml... so i think i wouldnt be blogging these few days... =)
hahas...

ops, i once mentioned that i wouldnt blog on daily stuff and here im doing such stuff... =) quite fun also... LOL...

anyway, some replies and stuff ... to:
*Chiengyang-Someone-Personal... i hate JC chinese too !
*Carmor... i shall call you MOR from today onwards...
*QiaoXuan... dont so stress leh...
*Willy... your blogskin really very nice!
*PeiQi... All the best for your Papers! tell yourself you can do it, and you can do it... (: you studied harder than i do... =)
*Jason... Go study on wednesday? (:
*Cheryl and gang... we love MCDULL... hahahas...

erm, im in a rush... so sorry for the whatever mistakes in my entry... (:
oh yah! and also... i dont think this little change in my blogskin is really nice... just change it cause im sick of looking at my own photo... not that nice also... LOL... soso, i'll be changing new skin soon... (: but but, i love the photo for the skin! NICEE! (:

17th Birthday Celebration!

hahas... sorry for the SUPER late entry... im just too lazy... x) anyway, i enjoyed my bday alot! :) hahahas... first we slept over at carMOR's house then went out to town to take neo-s and to have dinner at Fish & Co! whahas... so FUN ! and we took photos photos and photos! LOL...

we saw these cows when we're on our way to Fish & Co... and we took photos with them! LOL

Ida, ME, Mor, Cheryl

outside Fish & Co !

hahas, we got to take turns to take photo for each other and so...
here we have the whole gang without cheryl... LOL

` i still cant believe it.
im Seventeen...