This isnt my first post for the day.

yes, this really isnt my first post for the day. hell, i typed real long in the previous post and my stupid pavilion computer just hang like that. YES, I HAPPILY PRESS THE BUTTON AND BOO IT GOES, SHUTDOWN.

sigh, i talked about alot of the things in the previous post leh. and now, all gone.
i seriously dont have the mood to retype cause it simply makes me sounds like some radio when i read thru whatever ive typed in mind.

okay, 3 papers down and 2 more to go.
im not looking forward to the end of the papers. hah, wierd?
cause ive yet managed to find anyone to celebrate with me on that night.
the 2 girls have their wonderful dates with their classmates and church friends.
sigh, am i really that pathetic?
i wish willy would be free on that night though it doesnt sounds that good to disturb him on this important study period for As.
hah, i shall message him these few days.

well, at least, my friday is secured. jookiat and i made a pact to go and enjoy the MAXWELL FISHSLICE MEEHOON!
hah, we are all great eaters.

sigh, know what? ive got no mood to study on this particular sad Friday.
i dont like the feeling of spending almost half of my friday at home, doing nothing but sleep, eat and face the com.

how wonderful it is to be like carmen, probably on her way to some wedding dinner. with good food, good atmosphere, good songs and good socialising.

cheryl, probably playing with her adorable baby girl now.
gosh, why are they always on my mind? im going lesbiantic!

and yah, i was telling everyone about my dumb nightmare.
i dreamt that i was a lesbian. yes, and my girlfriend has this wierd name called
Receptor. know why? cause i was mugging bio the day before on the chapter Cell signalling, if im not wrong. by the way, i didnt get to see the facial appearance of my gf though i remembered clearly that she was much bigger in size than me.
haha, sense of security eh? hah, but i told her that my a bisexual not a homo, and i told her im strictly against physical intimacy with her! hah! what a nightmare!

okay, enough of all these, i think i shall go and have my delicious Indian Rojak and back to chem-ing later.

i dont like this boring friday.

I love my tagboard !!!

haha, mugger life gonna end in few weeks' time!
go go go everyone!

i wanna go town after promos!
i wanna eat BK with carmen after promos!
i wanna meet up with cheryl carmen and gang after promos!
i wanna change blogskin after promos!
i wanna go ikea after promos!
i wanna go shopping with carmen and cheryl after promos!
hahaha...
thanks! ((:

heh-heh, funny creatures!






















next, we have a bunch of bikila hooligans...
wanna join? ask the Da Jie Da then.
haha... im just a lousy small fry there...
hoho!






















okay, take a real close look at everyone in the photo below.
haha... CARMEN! you very not right leh! nana! spoiler!!!
haha... you're not ugly in the photo lor!
haha...





















to take a closer look, click to enlarge! ((:

YES, THEY BULLY ME!

okay, this is what we were trying to do...
we are supposed to kiss the person in the centre while she looks straight into the cam takes the photo.

yep, my idea... and so we start off with cheryl tan.
and there she goes, receive 2 sweet kisses from me and carmen.




alright, then it's carmen turn. and of cos, we were trying to kiss her as well.

and finally, yes, finally. it's MY turn. and ive been trying to fit in so perfectly as though i felt
real blessed to be kissed by my 2 sweetest friends.
well, you can see for yourself what they've done.
i didnt know it!!! till i looked at my phone!!
super bad right? they were LAUGHING all the way la...


they're real lucky that i still love them alot. haha... not in a lesbian way, definitely.
haha... we've our own targets i guess.
great, school life is not that bland afterall with their companion.
at least, they're what friends are really for.
cant believe it, we're really closer than what you can think of.
we never quarrel, yes, never ever since we 3 got together. (:
and of cos, we've our whole great gang of 7.
cy, or personal or yi ge ren, whatever wierd names you've la, haha...
you seems to be always here for the 3 of us arh...
HAHA! that's very good leh, really.
especially with all my attitude and cheryl Fierce-ness, and carmen wierdness.
AH-HAHA... THANKS ALOT.
sometimes, i really think so that we've taken you for granted.
see you soon ((: after promos

omg... i finally managed to get it flash online!!!
thousands of times ive tried.
super lucky today can... hahaha...
anyway, nice photo right? i think so too.
well, i still cant see any distinct similarity between us. aww
and reena pok and dont know who say my mum looks hot. -.-
just becasue she looks like she's wearing tube.
HAHA...
yup. I love this photo!

okok, ive decided to take a break on this wierd thursday and ive yet to touch on any sch work.
and ive realised how good it was when you managed to understand every single hell the bio dumb DNA notes is trying to say.
Pharmacist? Nurse? no way for me.
bye cheryl and carmen, guess we really got to split in 2 years' time. aww.
haha... i shall post another entry tonight (:

hey...

i really got alot photos to post but my dumb computer dont allow me to do so.
it hangs and hangs and hangs... like hangman...
erm, sounds abit no link.

anyway, today's my Mother's Birthday!
haha! and we went fish & co to celebrate on saturday!
yeyy...

i really wish to post the photos up!
sigh.

anyway, i still have not complete my homework all bcos of the dumb PW.
really, i hate PW like mad.

tomorrow's a long day. got to survive thru it!
i can do it! yes, i can!

i'll try to give you the best that i can give in academic wise,
so that you can continue to retain this confidence in me.
i can do it again, yes i can, i have to, and i must.
and the more i should do it, for you.

and for all your efforts to keep me healthy, to keep accompanied in the late "supposed-to-be mugging hours".
i really appreciate you and i cant live without you.
(: just cant mention that 3 words to you ;
too mushy for you and me. haha...

and with my purple addias ;
im more encouraged to move on.

little acts matter, they really do.

still not mugging.

it has been a real long time since i last blog. around 9 days?
haha... it's really tiring to try to motivate this old dumb computer so that it wont hang
every now and then. and at times, i really feel that im wasting the internet service charge
which costs around 50 bucks per month.

anyway, this sept holiday has been pretty enjoyable though it should be the most
crucial week for revision for promos. haha...
out of the 10 days of holidays, i spent almost 8 days out, and 2 days at home.
how wonderful. at least, i felt somewhat closer to my all time buddies, cheryl and carmen.
haha... it just feel great to be with them. guess ive got so used to their companion that
i feel wierd not contacting them for even a day. YES, a day. AND CARMEN HAS BEEN
UNCONTACTABLE FOR 2 DAYS! wonder what happened to her, called her house phone,
cellphone and sms-ed her. no replies. totally no replies. how frightening.

hmm.. other than all these, i hope ive managed to chase up with all the work that ive been
lagging behind. at least, i TRIED to put in some effort in that disgusting BIOlogy. Lagging
behind simply stress me. haha... if only i could be as hardworking as angeline.
gosh, i'll be damn clever. haha... KIDDING

im really glad that in this one week holiday,
- i visited my Favourite IKEA !
- went to sentosa !
- ate slice fish meehoon !
- went for carmen's performance !
- went bugis twice with cheryl and carmen!
- went town with willy !
- finish my homework !
- went to queensway shopping centre !
- and tidy up my room !

sense of achievement man. but i haven start revision.
last of all, I MISS SLICE FISH MEEHOON! ( maxwell's, banquet's, bb's and the one near jj's )
MAXWELL's the BEST!

oh yah, and im looking forward to the IKEA's catalog !

yep, summary of my wonderful one week holiday. Life's not gonna be as good and smooth
for the next few weeks with PW and promos.

alright, off to study for gp quiz.

and im gonna face everything with my new purple addias! ((:

updates.
ive put on weight and i shall go on diet !
show me ur support but no nagging pls, haha (:

heyy, i really got this idea of going for private blogging leh.
gosh, qx you want?

and lastly,my temper and tolerance management arh, is really deterioriating...
ahhh.
stop me, carmen. i really wish to be a better someone like you .

and i hate myself this way.
all these bad things, cant you just vanish!

she's the prom queen ;
but im just the girl next door.
dont ask me why. i just feel it this way.

Notice: my computer is sick.

and that's the reason why im not blogging for such a long time.
and i reformat and reformat my com till its pretty okay now (:
whatever it is, i miss blogging and reading blogs.

I WANT TO WORK! so random.

alright.