uh huh, cousins' gathering ! (:

heh, click to enlarge :D

cousins !

me and sis.

rabbits =X

smile !



hehheh...


fat cheeks & thick lips

omg, this is me =D

cats!

like we care...

3 more days to sch!

3 more days to school !!!

ahhhh...

finally able to blog

finally able to blog.

pulled myself out of bed early in the morning and headed out for the operation omega thingy.
had fun though it's really tiring. i realised i've been rather disciplined this holiday. i woke up early and spent every hour pretty usefully. for the past 3 weeks, ive been waking up at 5.15am for work and now, for the school programme. okay, so other than the part that ive not complete my homework, im more or less satisfied with the way i spent my holiday.

maybe, the sad thing is... i still didnt manage to have sufficient fun, hanging out with different kinds of people and so. but then, there's always opportunity cost. so, just have to miss the leisure part. aww..

hmm... coming to some thoughts sharing.

after watching a few episodes of Superstar. ive got this sudden yearn to be a star. hah, you must be laughing at me. but well, i guess everyone wish to be a star. a star in something they persue badly, a star that makes you proud of yourself and a star that makes you unique. yes, unique is the word. people loves to say that everyone is unique. not saying that i disagree to that statement, but... i guess the problem lies on the fact that not everyone manage to find where or what they are unique in.

other than the star dreaming, i feel that love is an amazing thing!

heh, guess im impacted by the 10pm aeroplane show. haha, cant remember the show name. love's amazing because it can make someone so lunatic, so crazy, so miserable, so happy, so scary and so noble. or maybe, love's scary? haha...

the answer isnt important and i dont care. haha...

im on a shopping spree!

im on a shopping spree!

hehs, im trying hard to be a regular blogger after receiving some kind of motivation from a guy blogger. in case you wonder who he is, im telling you now that i dont know him as well. sis passed by this blog and find it nice, intro to me, and favourited it. haha... how cool can this be.
anyway, im happy today again! really feel like mentioning the events in details. hopefully it doesnt sounds too boring :D guess it's becoming a routine blog, but i'll try to make it a little more interesting? heh..

okay... I JUST REALISED I DONT KNOW HOW TO OPERATE THE WASHING MACHINE TODAY. haha... followed mum's order to hand wash some clothings and dry it using the machine. but heh, i looked at the washing machine and was totally lost though there are simple english words there like " wash, rinse spin". water started splashing down when i actually wanted to dry my clothes. haha...

other than that, i had pretty great food with cousin and sis today. went out to town for a shopping spree and heh, i only bought a nice GREY dress? it's nice, really! something new for me though. hohoho... didnt manage to get the real necessities though. necessitites like new ear piece, 2007 organiser, and school shoes. and hopefully i can get them tomorrow! hoho!

oh yah, i really want to learn how to tie plaits very badly! (did i spell it wrongly? anyhow la, haha)
can anyone please volunteer to teach me? please please??? haha...


then now.. some photos that are taken thousands years back in around nov ++ .
goodnight!

back to gray

back to gray.

after putting in some effort to adapt to the simple skin, im getting kinda sick of it already. hehs, i find it abit too plain arh. hah, maybe simplicity isnt really for me? yea, i think so. but well, i still love that word. hahaha...

well, i love the colour combi in this skin and it's original. though the photos and layout arent, im still feeling good. and yes, " escape from this realm, so dont wait for my return " is original too.
haha... okay, enough of the skin... wonder who else other than me will go describing about a skin for so long, kinda nuts. but i really like it !

had a great time today. had lunch suki sushi (yea, buffet) and i know cheryl gotta kill me for this. haha... guess what, my mum requested for a sushi buffet treat from me and sis, and gang's gonna go for jap buffet as well. fat, which means im going for 3 buffets before school reopens? gosh, imagine how many pants im going to tear when we are doing PC next year.
and believe me, my face gonna take up not only half of the photo but the whole photo if this goes on.

and oh, ive got this real nice looking choco correction tape! muhahaha, goona show off when sch reopens then play play with qx and reeneh. heh, sounds so childish. too bad, im a kid at heart.
well, at least this makes it the reopening of school seems more pleasant.
and for peole like carmen, cheryl, qx and reeneh, i guess my presence shall make the reopening of school more pleasant for you. hmm... okay lah, i shall go to school for the sake of you all lor.
ah-ha! sD

okay, enough. im just having great fun today! thanks willy! (:

unusal christmas.

unusual christmas.

let me recall... if im not wrong, i celebrated christmas last year and it was fun.
today, ( i mean on the 24th) however, i didnt really celebrate christmas.
it just turned out to be just another shopping trip with mum and sis. BUT, it was great as well (:
had pepper lunch for dinner. (sounds kinda funny) and still, i dont understand why reeneh can craze over that peppery stuff. eriks, peppper taste awful as usual. okay thats a biased statement cause i hate pepper all along. haha... other than that,
shopped for the stuff ive wanted pretty badly, and let's take it as these Christmas gifts as well.
haha... so now, ive got 5 christmas gifts:

- a pair of Moshi Moshi crown ear rings
- a long heart necklace
- a candy pen
- honey glazed pork ribs and roasted pork loin
- hersheys chocos


lastly, im feeling great for all that ive gotten this year. shall not greed for more :D
thanks god. im referring to the real god.
i must say, life's getting better. and im really feeling very thankful.

merry christmas :D

goodbye wangfoong.

goodbye wangfoong.

finally survived through the tiring working days. now when everything has come to an end, i realise that i really cant bear to let go of all these.

me and sis sacrifised our dear sleeping hours last night to come up with some goodies and christmas cards for the people there. but apparently im feeling kinda guilty cause ive left out some of the collegues and the bosses unintentionally.
and the bosses there are really great to bid us goodbye with honey glazed pork ribs and crispy roasted pork loin.

im really missing the life there, especially the enjoyable lunch breaks entertained by adrian and desmond, the little chats with a china lady there named xiao S, the vulgarities that the bald boss always chant, the frowning look of the elder boss, and alot more.

anyway, below are some photos ive snapped in the company. hah, i saw this familar evil looking cat on jasmine's desk. hah! really have the temptation to strangle it but too bad, it doesnt belong to carmen.

sigh, it's time to rest a little, yes, just a little. and prepare for school.
really missing all the "good morning, wangfoong" "good afternoon wangfoong" and now ;

goodbye wangfoong.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUMBER 7!

hoho, you're the tallest yet you're the youngest = you're Weird!

muhahahaha...

okay, let's get formal...

im glad i've got you in JJ with me, accompanying me through all the boring bio lectures, waking me up every now and then, grabbing snacks in between periods and go find the quiet toliet for us to shit together. HAHAHA... for these and all... thanks!

heh, hope you're going to enjoy your birthday ( though without me and reeneh, dont cry. )

and we shall continue our normal school life next year!

once again, i must say, life in JJ without you and reeneh, will be hell.

and if you're going to ask me the usual question, whether i like our class...

i would say, i like this class alot ! cause i get to know YOU AND REENEH! the two china gods - one BAJIE and one XIANGU.

omg, if people who dont know me well reads my blog, they definitely find me either crazy or childish. and it's really your fault to come up with these wierd nicks and tarnish my reputation. HAHAHA... kidding... i really appreciate you!

may all your wishes come true this birthday...

and lastly, Do what you like, and just be who you are :D

i REALLY enjoy life in JJ with you =D

The Musical.

attended carmen's church musical two days back. had fun snapping photos, crapping with cy and cheryl. but, hahs.. still feel a little awkward talking to ida. actually, i've always feel that we're people from different world. erm, to me.. she's almost flawless. and i tend to be a little more careful with my words and actions when she's around. hah, so it is actually not that comfortable since im not being myself. now you guys know why im not really close to her.

that's not the main thing for this entry though. haha...
i just want to say, i enjoyed the musical, and with the gang, i really really had fun despite feeling so so tired that day. however i wouldnt say that this gang of ours isnt perfect. in fact, i find it far far away from perfect. frankly speaking, i dont understand most of the people in the gang. partly because i dont spend sufficient time with them and also because of our contrasting characters. not saying that it is impossible for us to bond, but i find it more difficult.
other than that, i find the sharing part isnt enough. we dont share much, especially when it gets personal. then maybe, it's because we're still not close enough.
we've got to clear these barriers, which i believe can only be done if we have sufficient quality time to spend with each other.
im definitely willing to go that extra mile. Are you?
haha..

okay, it's obvious who im closer to in the gang and this is because this blur friend of mine has been my closest friend and is the first friend i've made in bbss. she has changed alot!

now.. the photos of that saturday night at NUS UCC hall :D














ending off with the photo of me and the slimmed-down carmen in her beautiful makeup. you've slimmed down! really!!

oh no, now i feel fat. gosh. sigh.

my returned simplicity!

wee.. ive changed blogskin! found a number of nice skins today and finally chose this one. it's simple and maybe a little plain. hahs, so so un-me. it has been such a long time since i last use white skins. and im still missing that greyish feel. hahas... but i guess this skin looks nice too right? yes, of course.

okay, share some funny things with you. look at the notice below. cant stand it. haha.. "please throw away your lunch box and yourself into the garbage bag." and this.... " THANK!"

erm, well.. what are you thinking now? hahs, yes, this is found in the office's pantry. my sis and i laugh till our heads dropped, tongues fall, butts shaked.
haha! what a nice expression.

and the rest of the photos are just some causal shots to improve this boring life.

yeyy.. we're going for carmen's musical tomorrow! and really, im looking forward to it :D

see you all tomorrow!

the 111st entry.

The 111st entry.

it's a warm saturday night and im here typing my 111st entry. looking back and comparing it with present, i guess life has become rather good for me. well, at least ive walked out the partnered life, moving on to somewhere new. whats great and worth commenting is that i've got willy with me since then till now. someone whom i used to define as unfathomable and deep. not saying that he isnt now though. and if i didnt remember wrongly, he's the one who suggested blogging and tempted me to blog.

other than that, as much as i feel good that life's better now, im wishing for a even better life. hahs, this shall not be deemed as greed cause this better life that im referring to isnt a materialistic one. haha, i actually wish for a healthier life! not just in terms of phyiscal health, but in terms of the soul and the relationship with nature and people. or maybe i should call it the Right life. really got to agree that life's short and unpredictable, hence wouldnt it be best if we can live thru each day happily? it's hard though. omg, i think i should stop here. these thoughts are heading nowhere and i really cant express them clearly. they are swirling aimlessly in my mind. or maybe.. i just dont feel good tonight...

it's like as though... ive wasted another week of my life.

and the blog was named glinted cause im yearning so much for a spark to light up this dull life.

my charles and keith, im coming!

my charles and keith, im coming!

not having much content to blog about, i shall talk about the stuff im going to get for myself soon! and if possible, it would be tomorrow! hahas...

it's kinda materialistic and im like.. spending future's money, like what carmen did too... hahs...
but im really soso attracted by the shoes, seen it once and kept thinking about it already. dead, ive been controling this temptation for around 2 weeks. it's simple amd nice! hahas...
actually, ive went to the outlet at causeway today but my size is out of stock!!! is size 37 really that common? sigh.

other than that, the diva 3 hearts necklace is also tempting me!!! again, it's another simple and nice necklace... hoho... maybe i shall treat these as christmas gifts im going to buy for myself and also as a form of reward for my wonderful endurance in the tough and tiring job.

hahs, wasnt really completing homework on time. what's worse is my mother is constantly nagging and restricting me to go out on my precious half Saturday for shoppings and outings!!
omg, im already panicked enough and with her constant nags, im going bonkers!
but well, i know she's concerned. blame myself for sharing too much about my stress. 'darn, i feel bad...' sounds so carmen huh. hahas... gosh, i think im too attached to carmen... got some of her dumb habits here and there... her stupid facial expressions, emoticons and we really have a common bad habit... we reply to sms very slow, to the extent that we dont reply most smses. HOHOs...

enough of carmen, i havent seen her for near a week. feeling kinda not used to it. hahs, and ive got this feeling that if i were to lose contact with my friends for a month or two, i'll definitely feel dettached from them.

baa baa ha ha ...
okay, random. (so carmen again)

peace or maybe, loneliness.

it feels as though im going thru some character development programme, or rather a test of my preserverance.

yes, i feel digusted. digusted by their biased behaviour, worn out by their bad attitude. it's not that difficult to have the feeling of giving up, yell back and resign. but think again, this is reality, a matter of time that i have to face it.
so might as well take this so called training now. make myself a tougher person by not giving in to such challenges easily. and this is what i defined as the right attitude. and really, Attitude matters alot.

sighing doesnt solve anything, then might as well face everything with smiles, self encouragement (though it would be self deceiving at times), self motivation with the goal of becoming a better and happier person. fret not, look at the positive side - the final destination definitely benefits.

well, then for the ones who lead without gaining much respect from the members, they ought to suffer from failure one day. hahs, they will be overtaken! ( by people like me, hohos.)
in my point of view larh, no matter how high a position someone maybe holding, he/she has to be able to set a good example, respect others and command respect as well.

but.. it's easy to understand this ideology but definitely not easy to constantly have this mentality in mind. the yearn for the comfortable bed, the urge to rebutt those bossy staffs, the approaching school days are really pushing me to give up. tired is the word that best describe how im feeling now. so much so to the extent that i cant even find any inner peace even in my sleeping hours. work, studies, and emo stuff are always on my mind. they are ever there, even in dreams. tired, but cant fall sleep. hahs..

all that i wish for is perhaps some quietness, some peace, somewhere near to the extreme extent of solo-ness/loneliness. and again, the atmosphere of the rhythmic drizzle, a window side cafe, a cup of hot chocolate or tea, a not-that-thick stack of notes and some stationary. of course, with me being clothed in long sleeves or jacket, and with my mp3 for the all time provision of music flowing peacefully into my ears. and if you realise, there's only me and just me in the whole portrait.

i guess it's normal for everyone to go through this feeling of being trapped when life is getting packed and busy. normal to wish so badly to shout out loud, to go hiding (i mean being alone) for a day or two, to just knock out and sleep more than just a night. or maybe i need more time than others for emotions and thoughts. whatever the case, im gonna stay positive, carry the right attitude and love life... this is then the me that i want to be. PEILI (:

now that everything's gone, im starting to feel the ache.

went out after work on friday and on the weekends. well, it has been quite a long since i last went out with sis alone. and we dressed in pretty similar outfits that day and had a walk in vivo and town. redeemed a very nice xmas cake and couple gingerbread man from mariott hotel as well. hahs, how nice...


blogging for the sake of keeping memories, i shall post these photos that can tell more than what words do.

the couple gingerbread man

the nice xmas cake.

heh, sis looks nice in the photo above, but not me. hahs...



here's the photo of us in similar outfits.

then i guess she looks a little funny here... hoho.

other than that, ive manged to meet up with the group for dinner at adam's road and some chats in a nearby mac. hahs... below are the photos taken :D

back from hospital and have not shower. heh, my day is packed once again and i cant do hw again! hahs... anyway, after working for 3 days, i feel that studying is really much much better!

competition is so fierce in office, stay out of trouble - stay low profile.
the lower educated ones just dont seems to understand the meaning of mutual respect.
heh, so what if you're more experienced? heh, that doesnt give you the right to push the blame, to give all the shit work to the new ones and just play your part by yelling and shouting.
come on, it's easy than shit to be able to read your mind that you're actually afraid that the part-timers might overtake you simply because you're lower educated.

i mean it's common for one to feel threatened, but it's a better approach to gain the respect of others and it would then be natural that everyone will regard you highly and treat you as the leader. come on, you're simply misusing your limited power.

studying is much individual work, .. better! haha... but of course, we have to work one day.
and if given the opportunity, i would want to do the frontline work - direct interaction with customers (:

and really... it's the first time im not enjoying my job.
aww, i miss gift wrapping so badly...
i stil have to work tomorrow.
five-day-work-week? never.