Message for the Birthday Queen.

hello... hee... happy birthday ah... hope you've enjoyed the celebration today and love the present we gave you :D
hmm.. really appreciate a friend like you to share all the fun, laughter and joy with me.
of course, we also do gossiping together, crapping and stuff... =P
yups, you're the Miss Nice Forever. hahas... alright, you not really that nice leh... =Ppp
hahas... kidding la...
carmen, carmor, mor-er, ji mao, ji mao sao, jiji. whatever you're called la... hahas...
thanks for everything! :D

Presenting my beloved Carmor...

she's having her choco drink at starbucks (:

that's her and her new present !

then... again... :B

my fav photo of the day! wee...
In the changing room though :P

hahas... a funny one

hehs... me... =)

once again... happy birthday carmen! niangqing loves you :)

imm then bugis.




it was totally an coincidence to meet qx at imm today! i went there with my sis, chloe and hongda to get some stuff for the sentosa dry run whereas qx went there to just shop :D
hahas, whats even more coincidental is ... we met xinyi there as well... hahahas...

alright.. after imm-ing, we went home and caught a super short nap. phone cousin to meet for dinner and invited her to stayover at our place.
hmm.. suddenly miss the sliced fish meehoon at bugis and decided to travel all the way there to have dinner :D
also partly because i want to look for ear studs at a shop located in citylink there. but then... i cant find any nice ones there.

anyways... hahas... im happy today =D



hahas...

I love my Espirit bag that cost just $5 :D





i saw this super nice bag at Espirit Imm today! hmm.. ive actually been eyeing on this bag for very very long... but didnt know where to get it! omg. and i saw it in Espirit today! and whats more shocking is... it only cost $5!
so so unbelieveable...
but then i think it's because of its material.. not really good though.
maybe it's meant for carrying shoes? well.. who cares... i totally love it like mad. so big and spacious for me to dump all my notes and stuff for schooling.
wee...
love it :D

dream before dawn comes.


grap my hand tight and lets tour in the night.
hop on it and far away from the planes we went for a ride.
roaming around the island
we found ourselves back at the desired point
where the lives of ours once intersect and crossed.
strolling by the canal was as great as by the sea.
creating this illusion of a couple, you and me.
the watch clicks 2 and we know we got to head home.
took a cab and there we go..
leaving this land where wonderful memories belong.
wishing i could hold you tight, i let go...
now that i cant breathe easy nor sleep at night
i know its you whos on my mind.
didnt need you to know
cause i know what i had was built on lies.


adapted from " i thought i once had you" by helen may.

Perhaps im really affected by the crowd.

alright.. for some reasons, im not feeling good today.
maybe it has got to do with the class and maybe because of the long lost silence.

yep, class s4 wasnt great. we are divided, its an undeniable fact which everyone of us are clearly awared of. but... why?
too many reasons, i guess. we have different standards, different expectations, different backgrounds and different perspectives. we have muggers, we have slackers and even in-betweens.
we all have our own grp of friends in class, but says who that we dont have internal conflicts?
hahs, everything's complified with competitiveness jealousy and stuff.
ohh... whats this? the class is just so inconducive...
lucky for me, ive my gang of secondary sch besties in JJ. sad for qx though... at least she feels better with her hockey mates, i hope.

besides that, somehow, jason has affected my mood. ( not a bad thing though )
went to bugis with carmen and jason this afternoon... carmen left us and went to meet her mum for dinner at cityhall while jason and i took 106 home.
the whole journey home was quiet, peaceful cause we're sleeping thruout. hahs..
not really tired but just.. to let the silence comes in and set us in some alien mood.
knowing that he isnt feeling good, i really dont know what to do as we all know im always the High and crappy one around. i kept quiet, and fill in the peace and silence, hoping that these would make him feel better though... this goes on slowly.. and soon, i fell asleep... hahas...
at least, i know he's the one (in our group of 7) whom i would approach when i just need silence and a figure to be around. thank god, ive got good friends like them around to keep me accompanied. hahs, hopefully he knows it and feels this way too.

well, we've got carmen as a good listener...
cheryl who is always excited over little stuff which makes her suitable for you to share ur happiness.
Chiengyang to share your lame jokes with and tj to give you long long opinions.
not to forget ida, but im just not really close to her... whoops (:
yep, and for me.. i would approach jason when i just wish to keep quiet and do crazy stuff.

hmm... at least ive got one more person to keep me company now... wee... =)
maybe im the happiest and most fortunate one among us... =))
yep.. maybe maybe...
yeyy.. i bought hot pink socks today! =)
gonna buy the red one next time...

Cheer up lah, jason.

Private Blogging.

hmms.. really want to go private blogging. sigh.. sometimes it just feel kinda intruded to have your stuff so well-awared of by strangers or worse, people who you dislike. hahs, perhaps its time to give wordpress a try despite its incapability to allow specialised templates.

anyway.. these few days have been fun... =)
well.. i managed to learn the proper way of using chopsticks within an hour in chem tutorial.
hahas... i gave up once when i was in secondary 2. hmm.. this goes to show the power of .. hahas...
ive got my reward anyway, sorry for the 10 mins of torture. =)

BAA. i think i wont be blogging for quite some time till i go private (:
so bored so bored... im not in the mood to study. sigh...

im getting so tempted by ros and reena to pon sch tomorrow...
well, can i.. ?
i dont think i dare... whoops.

Cousins' day.

it had been so long since we last had a gathering. great that ive actually make my first trip to vivo city with my cousins and ma. the journey there didnt turn out really good with some minor quarrels here and there, and unsurprisingly, it was some disputes with sis and not cousins.

things turned out pretty well in vivo though we seem to be kinda squashed by the crowd.
it was really crowded. met 2 JJ girls there and waved to them... aww, so polite of me huh.
looked around for wallet but really cant find one yet. sigh..
BUT but... i saw a very nice Espirit big bag... aww, so suitable for me to just conveniently dump my jacket, pencil case, pe attire, water bottle, file and notes into the bag for schooling.
it is blue green in colour. wonderful wonderful. the best is... it only costs $24.90.
but sadly... ma's against the idea of buying it cause ive my dumb mickey bag already.

mentioning more about vivo, i think it will turn out real great when all the renovations are done. especially those restaurants' and exterior renovations. and they really focus quite alot on the sea view arh.. hahas... there's one restaurant coming up which has a very nice and clear view of the sea and the sentosa island. imagine... imagine you having a peaceful dinner there... hahas...
dream on, i think it's going to cost a bomb to dine there...

anyways, back to cousins and family. always feel that my father's generation of relatives arent really bonded and close. its not surprising though, guess all cousins felt the same way too.
guess our generation is closer and more bonded other than with those who are in their 20s and 30s though. hahas... we do stayover at each other houses, chat online.. meet up for cards seesions. and sad to realise that some of them are not really doing fine now.. espesically xuan... it has been a long time since she update me with her stuff anyways.

again, ive taken quite alot of photos :)
shall bring ur attention to the sis trying to work out photo. looks funny. hahas... and also the cousins' photo- someone's lost suddenly. so pls! click to enlarge !! hahas!

apparently.. my mind seems to be in somewhere else, or rather..
someone else =)

Gatherings =DD

hahs, its the 13th and a friday few mins ago.
met up with gang of friends and took alot photos using jason's cool cybershot phone.
the photos turned out really super super clear la. though i thought they would turn out rather small but didnt =D
busy snapping and playing around with the frames, talking rubbish jokes whole day. hahs.


anyways. the night comes and its just kinda wierd, somehow.
feeling bored, sleepy and tired but just cant bear to go offline and to sleep.
whats going on? hahs... i wonder too...
shall not start thinking and shall just relax on this friday night.

if only the weather is abit more chilling...
whoops, i think im having mood swings. sigh.
hahas... sleeping is the best method to heal such stuff.
hahs! so i shall go to bed soon (:

this is real wierd and uneasy...
well, has it got anything to do with the friday 13th?
haha...

alright, ending off the 13th with some sweet and fun photos =DD

Just Another Day.

ive ponned 3 lessons today. gp tutorial, maths lecture and PW lecture (:
hahs... had a great day out :D
but sadly, i still cant get my wallet.
hmm... i think im going to make a trip to bugis someday to get that gold wallet.
anyway, i have bought all the materials for my noticeboard but well...
haha... too lazy to start doing.

by the way, i think im having insufficient sleep that i start to feel giddy and wobby when im standing for too long (:
gonna replenish tomorrow night...

hmm... plans for tomorrow...
- have lessons till 12
- go for the open house stuff till 3?
- meet jason and gang for dinner?

hahs... in fact, today didnt turn out that great.
had minor disputes with people and mum.
didnt know she waited for me for dinner and i got scolded and nagged by her like mad when i got home.
we usually have dinner seperately... then... who knows she's waiting for me today.
sigh. so tired of explaining stuff.

anyway, thanks alot qx.
and... goodnight (:

hey, its my life.

Chopsticks.

hmm.. today...

Met up with guan for lunch at long john when i get my cheese which ive yearning for for years.

hahas... its quite unhealthy and fattening so luckily, mum didnt prepare any dinner tonight.
had some bread and puffs then watch tv and fell asleep.
decided to go lie on the bed and had a good one hour rest.
which means to say that, i SLEEP immediately after EATING.
yes, again. hahas...

anyway, other than just having long john, we went all the way to Robinsons to get chopsticks.
hahs, the chopsticks are super nice and unique (:
sadly, i still cant master the correct way of holding and using it.
hahs... have to learn it asap, gonna bug qx they all to teach me (:

Other than that, finding the chopsticks in Robinsons was cool and fun.
hahas... we competed to see how can find it first and dang dang!
i found it!
hahas... cause i cheated, went to ask the salesgirl :P
then we walked around crapping bout height and colours.
hahas...

today was real fun and im prepared to sleep late and go for tml's lectures to sleep.
hahas, so i have to bring jacket tml in order to fall asleep comfyly in the LTs.
really enjoyed today though ive been receiving awful results for almost every subjects.
Econs and maths are my best papers i guess.

oh yah! cousin is coming over to stayover tomorrow night (:
hopefully only one cousin is coming. if not my house will be like some fish market.
anyway, exams are over and holidays are coming. but sigh, J2s are soon gone and
school's restarting for poly students.

anyway, i really start to ponder... am i really getting biased?
hahs... sorry.
dont understand why and how come. sigh.

Lonely boring Monday.

sigh, lets start off with this crazy smile.
this photo is taken when we were all enjoying our post promos holidays.















well, the smile is now gone since school days have resumed... and here im sighing and complaining bout this lonely monday.
hahas... anyway, i would have been more bored today without the sms chats.
reached home pretty early today and ive been getting dread of lonely mondays.
im released at 12.30, whereas carmen and cheryl are released at 4-5pm.
sigh, i wonder how am i going to live thru the next few mondays.

by the way, i got back my chinese paper today...
ive gotten a score of 91!
hahs... you think thats great?
think again...
cause its over a total score of 160.
hahs! which means i got 57+/100 (:
erm, thats a D or E i guess?

anyways, there's at least something to look forward to.
thats none other than the dec holidays...
hahs, while some may find working tough, stupid, extra, redundant, i find it rather great...
in terms of exposure and a good way of time-killing.
at least, i miss the days in toyrus, doing gift wrapping.
cool, fun, interactive and good exposure.
everything's rather good except for the fact that papercut has become a daily thing.

















the nice name tags when i was working in toyrus a year ago ((:









haha...
wonder how school's going to be like tomorrow.
gonna get back quite a few papers back. lucks me ((:
and i hope i wont have to blog abt school tomorrow anymore.

with my fling-flangs, i raise my head up high ;
to face whats coming and move on whatever happens ;
yes, im talking bout my academic results.

so, an entry before i end the day.

well.. ive practically spent 5 hours getting ideas, searching and obtaining resources, going harsh with the com and finally doing this skin... yawns, its a real tired job but really fun. i love it and am enjoying it (:

for all thats so obvious, the 3 photos above are all the wonderful moments ive spent with carmen and cheryl. hahs, my entire life seems to be about them. that doesnt indicate that im a les anyway.
the captions are sweet, but definitely not my idea. hahs, but its rather true.
Life, and especially school life without them would be terrible.
anways.. how sweet and nice of me...
hahs, but the only pity i felt was that i cant find a real nice photo with just me and carmen inside! sigh... how come???

alright... enough about the skin.
shall talk about the fun i had these few days...
gosh, i think ive enjoyed quite alot in this short term post promos period.
hahs... ive met up with almost all the people i would like to meet.
willy, the gang of us except tj, and guan.
everything went alright though there were minor problems here and there.
guess the major one is about the disorganization which leads to some sort of disharmony among us. well, thats one problem with big group of people meeting up, i guess.
at least, we all had fun in the end (:

meeting up with guan turned out fine as well... hahs, though ive been expecting some sort of awkwardness... but hurrays, everything went well and fine (:
really enjoyed it... and yes, again... Rob-b-hood is real nice...

thats all for the moment i guess. real tired now and cant wait to lie on the bed.
Last of all... just some words to my beloved mates.
I or i guess we all really appreciate cy's patience, tolerance, and disgusting laughter!
thanks alot...

and to cheryl and carmen...
my skin is nice right? omg... its like making it for you all, or rather WE ALL.

and to jason...
hope you are really not angry and just having some bad moods (:

to ida.. hee, thanks for trying as hard as im to overcome the awkwardness ((:

okay, off to bed before i really got scolded.
:X

and finally.. Phenol and esters are gone, while Glycolysis is on its way.

wells, the day didnt really start off that well when i woke up feeling as though i havent caught any sleep. and wierd to say, i was nervous about today's chem paper. hahs, and true enough, once again, i think im not gonna do well. it wasnt that difficult, but i ran out of time once again. seems like ive never failed to run out of time, hahs.

alright, enough of the chem. Biology paper is on tomorrow and my brain really catn take it already. hah, or maybe its my hair. really! i keep feeling this constant strain on my scalp, signalling some sort of stress, i guess? haha... or maybe signalling the need for me to really let my hair down.
hmm, by the way, rosaline calculated for me that ive scored at least a 5o plus 60 to pass my over bio. haha.. all the best everyone.

gee, whatever an expression that is, im really not feeling good today. why? when today is the last mugging day and when all is going to be over soon? haha... i dont know either.
perhaps blogging is a good way to make me feel better?

hahs, ive been online for quite long since i got home (: practically browsing everyone's blog i know.
well, ive become faithful readers of carmen's, cy's, willy's, grace's, qx's and guan's blog.
and i just read thru this entry about relationship and stuff from willy's blog.
and hey, it's not that hard to be super envious of the girl who's going to be his girl-to-be.
someone or rather guys who are that erm, correct-thinking, are rare nowadays.
and i guess that applies to girls as well.

forever going out of control, ive exceeded the time limit that ive set for using the com again.
yea, giving me half the self-disciplinary qx practises, half of tony's intelligence, and half of carmen's enthusiasm for bio, im gonna be the top bio student who is gonna go around telling my peers, "eh, paiseh paiseh ( for scoring higher than you" like what one of my classmate did. hahs, reena, ros and qx definitely know who im talking about.

whatever, im gonna try to stop talking bad. hahs, learning to be nice, or rather, nicer.
off for a nap and mug on bio later. smile, im gonna sleep late again.

anyways, all the best to qx reena and ros and everyone for the last paper.
and i miss chatting or crapping with ree-neh. hahaha...
lucks ree-neh! (:
and all. haha