Tuesday, November 28, 2006

so painful.

looking at the tubes poking in between his ribs, the constant pumping of the machine, and his shivering hands, it's not that hard to imagine the pain he's going through.
he smiled and joked a little, perhaps trying to appear as strong as he can be.


it feels so useless to just stand there, not knowing how to give any comfort simply cause im just so afraid to splutter the wrong words out.
and all that i have done was just to stand there, chatted with him a little, asked him a few questions and watched him complete a sudoku puzzle.
hahs, how guilty.

it's amazing that things can happen so suddenly and sometimes of no reason.
things are getting hard to handle, but there's nothing much more to think of because the consequences are clear.

just got to move on with it positively :)

i agree with your mum, you're a tough guy.

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