not enjoying life.

hehs, im so bored now. so bored so bored. had war with this computer and finally im able to use it to multi-task. chat and blog at the same time.

anyway.. is it true that everyone's enjoying their holidays except me?
everyone seems to be using their holiday happily, usefully, meaningfully.
think it's really time for me to plan my holiday.
everything seems to be troubling me. but i dont know how to solve them.
hahas... just drag on.

i dont like this kind of life. so aimless, so unproductive.
laziness is killing me. save me!


this feeling is weird.