Ponder.

after knowing about the news regarding the tsunami attacks in indonesia,
cant help thinking about what life is all about again.
haha, sound so 'philosophical' ...

anyway, i believe in fate...
as in i believe that the day and the way im going to die is predestinated.
erm, is that counted as fate?
and yah, these news really makes me ponder whether
ive been making my life useful
and spending everyday like there's no tomorrow.

obviously im not.
ive been grumbling over every single little thing everyday...
( just like the slight rise in the price of packet lemon tea
in sch from 40 cents to 50cents). haha, sounds so auntie.

yup, and also, go around disliking people like nobody cares.
tell you a fact, the number of ppl i dislike is more than
the number of ppl i like (:
haha, and i guess, i love my stuff and accessories
more than i love human beings.
are you the same as me?
haha...

so, i think it's a real time to change ;
though ive been saying these like for a thousand times.
whether i can do it or not, it's another matter.
so long as ive noted it here, i'll be reminded to change (:
grumble less, share more.
nothing is fair now, but i believe it'll be in the long run.

and i believe that consistent hardwork will definitely pay off, qx. (:
and just hope luck is forever with me since i dont really strive as hard.
then swensen after common test is definitely not a problem for us (:
cheer up, we can do it!

i know what i need in order to do well ;
but i just cant get them (:
i need motivation and the interest.
sad to say, these two factors are inter-linked.
if ive the interest, i'll be motivated. hahs.
nothing or no one can motivates me ;
as much i can.

so, no grumbles.
i chose this path on myself.
even if everything rewinds, guess i'll still make the same decision.
cause im a corward.
not brave enough to choose the course i wanted ):
ive got no passion in biology or rather, science!
haha, i dont even have the courage to confess my passion to others.
how sad.

anyway, im learning to cherish everything!
and im often smiling to the mirror (:
trust me, it does change your mood for the day,
or at least that moment.
haha... and if that doesnt work for you,
dont blame me...
its only bcos ur smile is not as magical as mine!
HAHA! (:

let's learn to Accept whatever comes
and Cherish whatever we've got.
and of course, work for what we want (: