rewindddd......

christina just sent me the photos in her camera today. so now, i've more photos to compile for 'my ot memories'.

so here's a photo with the 2 big bosses, the 2 managers, ah lei, christina and sharon. lovely...

the dinner at the jap restaurant...

me with the gifts (:

sharon, me and chris... taken in our admin room (:

this is me & chris, taken quite some time ago

actually i still have some more photos in my cam, but battery was flat and i was too laaazzyyy to charge it. i've my idol agent and another charming agent's photo inside! got to upload them soon!

im anticipating the meetup with sharon, turtle and whipwhip on friday. hopefully no last min changes... fingers crossed.

im beginning to ponder again...

are these colleagues going to be just passerby(s) who just come and go in my life....

how long can i keep these friends? will they be just another jiahui, another qx, another jason, another ting? they were once very close to me too, they were once the ppl i shared secrets with,

those who i really spend quality time with. it feels even worse to realise, im only left with reena out of all my jc friends. and, the friendship with qx actually soured and we really became strangers, this doesnt feel good at all.

i know, i also have friends who are still with me after all these years. and they're the ppl i met in secondary sch. ppl always say the friends who you made in sec sch are the ones who will be with you for long. hopefully, sharon is another cheryl, another carmen, another cy, another willy, another reena.

they said this is life.

it's hard to say goodbye.

the good old days in orangetee..........................................


have come to an end. it's time to say goodbye :'(

today (29th) is my last day in orangetee. made cards for my beautiful colleagues and i really like those cards. haha... had a farewell dinner + bday celebration for laoda after work at Jap village.
was asked to give a farewell speech and we started gossiping abt the agents. it feels good to dine with the bigshots - the bosses, the managers. and it feels even better when you know they're organising this dinner for you. at the end of the day, i still received a card with all the messages from everyone of them and a gift. i must say, i really feel very touched and im beginning to miss everyone. all of them have been vvvv nice to me...

this is the envelope.....

this is the card.... " the more you like someone, the harder it is to say goodbye... "
awwwwwwwwwww~~ very true...

the gift.... it's a pair of earrings and a bracelet (:

many many thanks to them who have made the past 8 months and 3 days in ot so memorable.
orangetee is filled with love <3>

hahaha...

no time, no time.......

i've got loads of photos with me. but ive no time to upload them.
i've got vcds/dvds to rush, but ive no time as well..................................

upcoming 2e3 outing

lihui suggested that we shld have a gathering before sch starts.
so... pls spread to those ppl who used to be from 2e3 to join in.

we're having steamboat/buffet at Sunset Way on the 27th July -Sunday.

we'll be meeting at Bukit Batok control station at 4pm first then take bus to sunset way tgt.

ppl i know here ( juchi, angela, xinyi, carmen, cy, cheryl) and happened to read this post, pls let me know if you all can make it (:

ahh... looking forward to it.

nbs self-orientated gathering

wednesday's gathering with the nbs ppl was really fun. luckily there are some familar faces around. met shiqing and yvonne who were from carmen's class and wanling from cheryl's class. get to know them better and i realised sq and yvonne are nice companions. besides that, also managed to make more friends but most of them are from accountancy.
ah-ha, i also met a girl who looks like me. at first i thought im the only one who felt so, so i just kept quiet abt it. until a guy named weiyen mentioned that to me... haha, the girl has a nice name- vanessa.

ifinally took the luge ride and the skyrider in sentosa! my first time! shiok.
would want to take the luge again, was cheaper than i thought! just 6 bucks.




im more looking forward to sch, since ive more friends now! haha, too bad i cant join them for their 2nd outing. they're having night cycling- i cant take risk, my cycling skills cant make it. haha, later lang-ga again and half of my face gone (like the previous accident).

talking abt that makes me think of harvey in the dark knight movie. so scary...
thanks to ot, i got to watch the movie free with my colleagues (:

questions for me :D

tagged by juchi (:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
speechless and i'll just leave him.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Be happy everyday, of course (haha)

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
nice wedding outfits/photoshoots, a self-decorated and very personalised wedding album, a
very comfortable house. a v simple dinner and ceremony.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
quite...

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
someone who knows what he wants to achieve in life, someone who is tidy and clean.
someone who cares abt family, someone who is real to me.

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved. haha, im abit selfish abt this.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
very long if waiting can promise a good ending or maybe a new start

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
this always happens! haha! i'm quite a perv, i'll go and check out who's the girl. whether they're compatible. then go around telling my friends. if the girl's a good catch, i'll feel happy for them. then, i'll move on! haha, duh...

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
erm, some minor stuff here and there. im pretty happy and contented now (:

#10. Is being tagged fun?
yes! though the qns can make me so shy... aww... hahahha....

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
having my desired career, staying in a very nicely decorated and comfortable apartment with my loved ones.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
hmm.. a very quiet and different girl who is clear of what she wants and will strive to acheive them.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
rich and single. unless it's married but without kids, i dont mind being poor.

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
same as jc, snooze but for 10 mins.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
depends...

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i hate this question. but i think i'll choose the one who loves me more.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
those who really understand me and wouldnt probe too much into my personal stuff. preferably someone who jokes with me.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
noisy 38s. ppl who are trying to make use of the friendship/trust.

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
haha, i dont know. but for now, i would say friendship, cause ive no lover yet. hahaha...

The 8 people: it's so hard to list... many of them have stopped blogging. alright, i shall just list them for fun - sis, carmen, angela, rah, weehao (haha!), cheryl and cy (i know they wont do) eh... cant think of anyone else...

my first concert!

it's the very first time i went for a concert and it was gary cao's! haha, i got the 2 free tickets from sis's friend and both of us went for it. (if only we've got 3 tickets, cause my mum was interested as well, shocking.) it was held in sg indoor stadium and the whole thing was great, though our seats were far from the stage. the songs are nice and so wasthe performance.

sad news, im not selected for the nbs freshman camp cause apparently only 30% of the applicants were selected by random (shld be). so some of the rejects came up with an outing specially for the rejects and it's going to be held on the coming wednesday at sentosa. and.. i'm going! (:
time to make new friends so that i wont have to roam around ntu alone. haha, after the sentosa thing, there's a dinner gathering at marche as well... so hopefully i can get to know some friendly peeps to accompany thru the next 3 yrs. i shall anticipate...

then for thursday, my company is having a happy hour session at vivo's golden v to catch the dark knight movie! i'm actually quite excited over it though it's just a movie and dinner session, haha... (more excited over this than the sentosa gathering, ops) maybe it's time to take some photos before i leave orangetee...

haha, last of all... my sis has created a v nice blogskin (finally! kidding...) i love the backgrd of her skin. simple and nice (: http://yelloweyebrows.blogspot.com
makes me feel like changing skin again... where did she get all those cute pictures from..........

far from demure.

i've lost my 2 first-time(s) this week.

it's the first time i've scolded the F word (yes, the fully spelled out version) verbally and in a really fierce manner on someone. i was really angered and i cant bear it anymore. well, i used it on clarence (my colleague) cause whatever he has done was beyond what i can tolerate. so, there goes my demure image........ really cant be bothered abt that at that moment.

haha, but of course, i wouldnt let things turn nasty so after ive cooled down, i started talking to him again -.-

my second 'first time' was lost when i blow my temper on christina, seriously, the reason is the same - i cant stand her actions anymore. they really appear childish/senseless to me. how can she assume i'll be as late as she is just bcos when she's on the bus, im still at home? (when im staying at bb but she's at woodlands???! and office is much much muchhhh nearer to my hse by the way???)
the angry part is--- she went to sms the manger that i'll be late with her???? wth?

okay, as you can see... my temper isnt really great these days... ive no idea why.
but then, if you need explanation, i can tell you the entire story and im pretty sure you would have been as agitated (or even more)...

i really must rennnnnnnnn...................

happier note:

im going for stayover session at carmen's place tmr with cheryl!
something worth looking forward to (:

last of all... happy 19th birthday to juchi (:

a whole new experience.

great day out (:

when i was looking thru our albums ;

so many ppl in my gang, why am i the only one going to ntu........................................
why am i the only one interested in biz course..................................................



i'm the only one going ntu ):

it feels sad, for the past 6 years, ive been enjoying the company of cheryl and carmen.
we get to meet up durin breaks, make arrangement so that we get to sit tgt during lectures even though we're in diff classes, and wait for each other after lessons have ended.



but......... for the next 3 yrs, im going to be alone!
it's still easy for them to meet up since they (cheryl, carmen, ida) are all in ntu. and their schools are very near to each other!

it's time to really look for a new close friend in ntu. even my dearest jc friend isnt with me. seriously, i'm feeling quite lost. i know i shldnt be - at the age of 19! i ought to survive even without those familiar faces ):


i just hope im going to find friends whom im comfortable to talk to, to spend my breaks with, to subway/crap/bubbletea/etc with me, like the way carmor and the dumb pinru are able to.

i must admit, my 'ren yuan' has always been quite good. i met cheryl in my sec 1 and till now, ah beh in sec 2/3? till now, cy & tj from sec 3, jason from sec 4 (went missing), my dear reena in jc, and now in office, i've close colleagues like sharon who has become a friend to me, and im comfortable talking to her abt almost everything.

so.. hopefully, this luck continues to follow me ~

i miss the lame stuff we did tgt. but jason is disappearing!! someone (hint: carmen), pls get him back soon... where have my this 'high' friend been.... come back la, you can call me pig for all you want...

meet up soon pls? and hopefully the next stayover session will be successfully carried out.

superficial!!

im taking leave from work tmr for my medical checkup at ntu. meanwhile, it's time to settle some misc stuff like updating my bank details, sorting out my notebooks and go and get the muji one soon (cant wait!).

today was an average day - gone thru both gd stuff and bad ones as well...
was lucky today cause the replacement receptionist was on mc today so i was able to resume my job which wasnt too tough. bad thing, i commited quite a few mistakes today and for some, im still puzzled why things went wrong. well, at least there's someone out there who believe that im being sabo, and have the trust in me when im not even sure if it was my fault. i felt really thankful and i must say, the person has been really good to me even though she was notorious for being harsh to other colleagues.

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sometimes im so puzzled by the adults' relationship. why are men (i mean working male adults) so... blind?! i mean, from what ive seen and know, their character sucks and they're really superficial! yes, superficial is the word. FU QIAN! but still, i know there're exceptions... just that they're terribly rare......

pls, i hope all my male friends are not going to become like those men.

why am i so affected?! hell. superficial!

my 217th day in OT

ytd was supposedly my last day in OT but luckily for me, there are another misc job for me so that i can stay here till end july, which is like untill i really totally cant work anymore. i know it's abt hiong to work like this (ive been working 4 days after my As and if i continue, that would be really untill a few days before sch start). it's amazing, im actually in this company for 7 months and 5 days. so seriously, i cant really bear to leave. to add on, im quite bu shuang that i actually didnt manage to save anything after the 2 holiday trips! so i die die also have to work if not im actually losing more moneyyy than what ive earned in the past 7 months cause i still have to buy a laptop! this time, i'm v sure i dont want my mum to subsidise part of the cost for me. in fact, if i can, i dont wish to take any allowance from her anymore. that's probably the most i can do.

sooo... as i thought ytd was my last day, i cleverly brought my camera there and took photos with my colleagues (many of them were not in office) plus, i went for dinner with sharon at citylink's shoduku (not too sure abt the spelling). the pasta there is really Superb! feel like going there again ):

dangdang! the photos!! haha, starting with my fav one! was showing and telling my mum ive nv took such a nice photo in my entire life. (she nodded!!!) she said at least my smile doesnt look fake. haha...

eh heh... the foooooood....

sharon, with her grilled chicken pasta (:

me, with my softshell crab tempura pasta!


us!!







took photos with my dearest manager in her office... we had loads of shots cause it's hard to get a perfect one. still, you can see im genuinely smiling wor...

here's me with clarence - the marcom guy, the one who always tell me lame jokes and always go social networking via friendster -.-




tomorrow's a new beginning for me, cause my jobscope has changed and become tougher.

it's like a test of my perseverance to wake up early at 7am, trying hard to catch my nap on the bus and ignoring how ugly i would appear... then handling with the papers/files/phonecalls till 6pm. im sacrifising my long hours of sleep, my tw dramas, my meetups with friend and etc for my laptop and the past 2 trips.

buttttttt.... it's worthwhile! persevere...... jiayou chenpeili! (copied from 'fated with love' drama, muhaha... )
you can tell i'm still crazy over that show...