it is indeed true that im tired, Very tired. didnt take nap today and have been stucked to the computer chair and sofa for very long already. hehs, actually im just angry. but dont know with what.
just feel so unhappy that im actually not enjoying this friday. nothing new, ive been feeling this way whenever i cant roam around during fridays. the built up unsatisfaction of the week makes me anticipate every Friday. however, when these long awaited fridays have finally arrived, i cant just find any means to reward myself. this kind of feeling is like taking a breath and sink your head into the water, and when the time to rise your head and breathe has come, you just find yourself unable to let out that awful breath. these digusting breath just accumulate and the reason for this is clear and the fault lies nowhere but on myself. dont you experience this too?
so here im torturing my body in order to let out this anger. im gonna tire myself out till the body can no longer take it and knock out, just like the way alcohol does.
come on, it's really time to learn. learn to be less greedy.
it's time to feel satisfied, even when things dont come in the expected way.
able to come online and watch tv is great enough, they can make my day as well. why not?
hahs...
heh, something to balance off the unhappiness. thanks to cheryl, i found more nice pictures for collection. muhahas, here's my fav photo of the day !!
well, twelve has passed and im still waiting for the regular blogger to blog. besides that, im hoping that carmen would be blogging tonight but since she didnt, i shall assume that she's having great fun out with someone special (:
holiday has arrived, sounds so unconvincing. yes, holiday has arrived.
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