Tuesday, May 06, 2008

the thin line

The Thin Line.

i always love to have my earpiece plugged in my ears, while i nap on the bus. and tonight, when i was woke awake by a knock on someone's butt, so i happened to pause for a moment and listen clearly to the song that is currenly playing on 933. it's a very nice song, a song by gary cao, called dan shu, in his new album Super Sunshine.

it's such a spoiler to realise blogger doesnt allows me to paste the link here.

anyway, i didnt have a blue monday today, instead, it was quite a pleasant one. at least, time flies at work today, luckily. went to marina for subway and window-shopped.

back home now, showered & came online, haha, so routine. read some blogs and start to ponder quite abit abt friendship. i think i've a weak concept of what friends really mean, and i believe ive taken friendship too lightly. it's amazing, when you find yourself having difficulties differentiating between acquintance & friends, between friends & soulmates, when you're surrounded by many ppl whom you have always been acknowledging them as friends.

it's sad that despite the 6,7 years of intimacy. the ups and downs that we've gone thru tgt, we're still facing the same old problem in communication, and when we cant even be sure if we truly understand each other. in fact, i've nv think so that i really understand cheryl, carmen or willy.
somehow, i dont have the intention to do so either. it's scary to be fully understood, esp when we have contradicting characteristics.

but on the brighter note, the 6, 7 years of friendship gave us a higher lvl of tolerance for each other, the initiative to explain (rather than just walk off, implying that's the end of our friendship), and to realise that it's childish to say... "that's the end of our friendship, cause you dont understand me". haha, at least we still try to improve the situation, we apologise when necessary and admit the fact that we really have quie alot to work on our communication problems.

strangers/friends/soulmates, are just seperated by a thin line (heh, just like the slash eh).
i mean, that's how i see it lah. i can say... i havent found any soulmates yet.
let's wait till we're ready (:

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