uni

it has been a tiring day. been working non-stop today, looking at the computer for hours, cant help complaining that my eyes are really really exhausted. terrible. well, im still in the office now, waiting for the rain to get smaller before i leave this place and return to my cosy home. it's really time for me to get sufficient rest, havent been sleeping well for the past few nights and this is really bad. just got over all the frightening As and now im troubling over which course to take and how and which F.A method should i apply for. at this moment, i really feel that Money solves all problems. hah, look at it in a more pleasant way, it's more Challenging to strive all the way into uni with a poor or maybe just 'poorer than the rich' family background. the sense of satisfaction maybe greater if im able to successfully graduated with hons using my own efforts to loan/steal/rob for my tuition fees.

now, what am i going to choose? Tourism, Banking (both under business course) or advertising (under mass comm)?

then... what kind of loan should i apply for? DBS/OCBC/Citibank or CPF?
it's a headache looking thru their interest rates.
it would be best if there are companies willing to sign bonds with me. pay for me tuition fees and i promise im going to study and graduate decently. haha, come on, HC, RJ, AC people are definitely more attractive than me, so... dream on.

like what the agents told me, life's all about making decisions. just like 2 yrs ago, im back at the crossroad, choosing between a desire and a shortcut to quick money. i gave up tourism and chose to enter a JC cause im afraid im not good enough to enter uni after my diploma. and now, im having second thoughts for tourim cause im afraid i cant get a high pay in my future job. the thing is, should i follow what i did 2 yrs back and choose the "brighter" (as deemed by many) route, which is Banking&finance or go for something that i THINK i have passion in? i used to regret choosing jc esp in my first yr, but after receiving my results, i really feel glad that ive successfully taken the shortcut to enter uni.

what if my passion isnt going to last long?
what if i really cant stand doing banking cause it really turns out too routine?

haha, give me more time to think thru please...