Love

LOVE is in the air, but it's just so hard to feel it.

In about 3 hours' time, it's Valentine's Day. not feeling particularly excited over it, neither am i looking forward to it. However, this year's Valentine's Day is going to be a special one for me.

im going to present my appreciation to my close friends and classmates with little gifts of choco and sweets. a pity that it isnt that possible for me to give them to the other 4 in our gang though.

anyway, isnt it true that although love is in the air but few people really feel it?
sigh, as much as i've been trying to approach people with ridiculous jokes and comments, im finding myself nowhere close to some of them. well, at times they just got so messed up and confused over whether im kidding or meaning it. then maybe it's because my character remains as dubious to them. hahs, thankfully i've got the usual 2 who never doubt me and know that all the crap are plain jokes.

hahs, then why dont i explain my jokes? isnt that like defeating the purpose of kidding? i mean, it's tiring and does no benefit. so beat, i guess im having problem socialising with people.
honestly, and from the deepest of my heart, im trying REAL HARD to get close to my friends. trying so hard to let them know that im taking them as real friends and bear no harm and mean no sacarsm. i smiled, i laughed, i sang, i shout, i complain, i share, i did foolish stuff just hoping to hear your crazy laughter once again, to make you share, i've done almost everything that i could, to let you know that You're truly my friend, and someone that i'll never let go easily.

Can you feel it?

Happy Valentine's Day, all my loved ones (: