knocked my head twice when dozing off in bus today. once when im on my way to tuition and once when im on my way back home after that. im so so tired, and i dont know why.
hmm, maybe it's the tests thats making me so worn out. im tired, tired of fearing to fail, tired that i aint studying enough. been long since i last enjoyed some moment of peace and reflection.
as much as im trying to deceive myself that im not feeling the stress, i know it clearly that im avoiding it. hahs, am i putting in my fullest? then why am i failing and failing? im so so sure that i gonna say byebye to today's maths test. everything predictable come out, yet still dont know how to do. naboong...
and really, school life is getting so much like social interacting sessions. you just got to smile, and try your best to embrace everyone and everything. well, at least as compared to others, ive got my soul mates around to make my day with a squeeze on the butt, an ugly expression that totally reflects about her (heh, carmen lor). nana, fridays are forever best!
today's monday! and it's great cause Friday is coming! (dumb, do i really have to resort to such methods to make me feel better?)
okay, quite a long entry. lastly, im glad daren's the superstar :D
not crazy over him, but i really feel so that he sang the last song very well. so well that the melody retains in mind till now.
hahs, i really love this combi of outfit he's wearing in the photo below.
alright, got to do the never ending bio tutorial and tests...
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