a long long time since the last entry, and here im to blog again. still not going to abandon this blog though it's no longer a regular one.

anyway, quite alot of things had happened over these few weeks and hmm, it seems to me that these things arent anywhere near positive. hah, shant elaborate to make things worse or to even mention it cause it can really make me boil. whatever it is, lets not get affected and just move on. moreover, it's definitely your loss, not and never mine.

life has been changing quite alot for me. more time being spent with family, spent at home, with the tv and on the bed. im no longer addicted to coming online, loitering around after sch and snapping around using phone. everything move on at a slower pace, and maybe in a more peaceful manner. but still, i dont know what i want.

.. like chasing after some shadow, i just want to satisfy my curiousity.