the last war

THE LAST WAR

heh, just reached home after PC. and im sitting in front of the laptop typing this entry when im still in my smelly dirty pe attire. heng, it's my sis's chair that im sitting on now. imagine, i did crunches, pushups and all these with almost my full body on the ground and now im dirtying her chair with all the dirt and sweat on my clothings. muhahaha, she's not at home anyway. super evil. who ask her to always lie on my bed without my permission... -.0

okay, so lame. anyway, im planning to blog regularly AGAIN. and yah, what else can i blog other than routine stuff then? im not as wonderful powderful as carmen, and my life is basically boring. even though im in sch, i spent most of the hours with my eyes closed.

gosh, i know this cant go on, but no point forcing me. IT'S REALLY OUT OF MY CONTROL. am i some sort of ill or sick? can i get some mc for that? argh, dream on.

anyway, i have been listening to jay's old album and this song happened to make me think of the wonderful sec 2 life we used to enjoy in bbss. those days when we loither in the sch library after school (because there's willy and tony), look out for and gossip about the handsome guys in school.

i still can recall.. we used to purposely walk pass the 2nd level, make one big turn just to see the handsome seniors. wha, how pervertic and crazy right.

we used to walk pass 4e1 to see mingtao(not me), tony, bingren and q five? then e2 we have willy, e3 joseph (angela), e5 ken, nicholas? and e6 bo chen (kaiyu). haha... dont know why, i dont seems to remember us doing any homework, it's like all FUN FUN and MORE FUN. miss those days so badly.

kinda unbelieveable that time passes so fast. and the song that im talking about is "The last war" directly translated.
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/16701ht.htm

and it makes me think of bingren. hah, nothing much. just that he's the one who burnt the disc for me. it's purple in colour but i guess ive lost it. sigh... but he's really a great friend i'll always remember (:
seriously, i miss talking to him. those friend friend chats, songs sharing and stuff. hah, those days when i yearn so much to come online.

think of it, im feeling old now. my heart no longer beats faster when handsome guys brush pass. and my mind is restricted from going anywhere confusing. seems more like im following my mind rather than heart. cause the mind is more conscious and accurate?

what if my heart mislead me? laughs (: