Perhaps im really affected by the crowd.

alright.. for some reasons, im not feeling good today.
maybe it has got to do with the class and maybe because of the long lost silence.

yep, class s4 wasnt great. we are divided, its an undeniable fact which everyone of us are clearly awared of. but... why?
too many reasons, i guess. we have different standards, different expectations, different backgrounds and different perspectives. we have muggers, we have slackers and even in-betweens.
we all have our own grp of friends in class, but says who that we dont have internal conflicts?
hahs, everything's complified with competitiveness jealousy and stuff.
ohh... whats this? the class is just so inconducive...
lucky for me, ive my gang of secondary sch besties in JJ. sad for qx though... at least she feels better with her hockey mates, i hope.

besides that, somehow, jason has affected my mood. ( not a bad thing though )
went to bugis with carmen and jason this afternoon... carmen left us and went to meet her mum for dinner at cityhall while jason and i took 106 home.
the whole journey home was quiet, peaceful cause we're sleeping thruout. hahs..
not really tired but just.. to let the silence comes in and set us in some alien mood.
knowing that he isnt feeling good, i really dont know what to do as we all know im always the High and crappy one around. i kept quiet, and fill in the peace and silence, hoping that these would make him feel better though... this goes on slowly.. and soon, i fell asleep... hahas...
at least, i know he's the one (in our group of 7) whom i would approach when i just need silence and a figure to be around. thank god, ive got good friends like them around to keep me accompanied. hahs, hopefully he knows it and feels this way too.

well, we've got carmen as a good listener...
cheryl who is always excited over little stuff which makes her suitable for you to share ur happiness.
Chiengyang to share your lame jokes with and tj to give you long long opinions.
not to forget ida, but im just not really close to her... whoops (:
yep, and for me.. i would approach jason when i just wish to keep quiet and do crazy stuff.

hmm... at least ive got one more person to keep me company now... wee... =)
maybe im the happiest and most fortunate one among us... =))
yep.. maybe maybe...
yeyy.. i bought hot pink socks today! =)
gonna buy the red one next time...

Cheer up lah, jason.