Sunday, August 06, 2006

my FEAR

[x] the dark
[x] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth (after watching the doccumentary in sec 4 )
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] cats
[x] dogs (i dont wish to, but im really afraid of them, esp the big ones)
[x] birds (pigeons)
[x]spiders and/or other insects
[x] driving or being in cars (at very high speed ONLY. cause i'll start imagining an accident)
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched (erm, if they're people i know)
[x] fire
[x] water ( i cant swim )
[x] the ocean (i cant swim)
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[x] germs
[x] thunder/lightning (the super loud ones)
[x] frogs/toads (if they jump on me)
[x] mice/rats ( VERY afraid)
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] cemeteries (of course)
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[x] crossing bridges (only those wooden and shaky ones, eg, the palawan beach there)
[x] death (ive alot of stuff not done)
[x] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assulted (of course)
[x] men (only PERVERTS)
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[x] school (in lower sec, when my brown hair keep getting caught)
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[ ] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[x] being murdered in my sleep

that's quite alot right? hahaha...
but some of my fears (dark, cemeteries) can be easily conquered by having someone with me.
yes, just ONE. preferably a guy or if not a tomboy.
cant be in a group, really.
it'll be very hard to ensure that everyone's taken care of.
(:


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