Drowned.

For tonight, i really wish to be alone ;
best if it starts raining, and i shall off my lights tonight.
im tired, and need a nap ;
hopefully by then, i would be the one whom i really wanna be.
They say this would be a short transition period ;
i hope its true for i dont know how long can i indulge myself in this life of lies.

nothing's better than a shoulder now,
dont speak ; i dont wanna hear a thing.
the sky is dark and i really dont wanna return to the past.

i'll be fine soon, standing as strong and tall as before.
you cant help at all ;
yes, not even a little.
Sometimes all i need is moment of silence and isolation.
(: i can do it, alone.

cant help feeling this again,
somtimes a stranger can be as great as a friend.
i s*ck.