the present her...

..the one she hates and detests..

she's living in her own world ;

a world of strangers at night ;

she cant control her temper, her actions and her emotions ;

And as she yearn to have someone comfortable by her side;

she tear and fall asleep each night ;

she isnt as weak as you thought ;

neither is she as strong as you saw ;

she lies ;

she deceives ;

she dont know what she's doing ;

she lost her way...

In a Dream ...

..the wishes of an ordinary girl..

she wishes to look elegant ;

the unique beauty that makes her a special someone ;

she doesnt want to tear ;

at least not alone anymore ;

she wanna smile ;

from the bottom of her heart ;

she wishes she can control herself ;

and be like any ordinary girl ;

she hopes and waits ;

to find someone comfortable by her side ;

to appreciate her smiles and hold her tears ;

and if given a choice ;

she would live in this beautiful dream of hers ;

rather than a world of strangers ...

` confessions of an ordinary girl..