a bad habit.

oh no, i think im beginning to regret buying the white cybershot instead of the pink one.
had a hard time choosing between the black, white and pink one that day.
pink looks more unique and different, the white one seems a little too plain? sigh.

why should i always regret after ive made a decision?

why cant i be more decisive and be contented with what ive picked?

ive been like this since young, always taking a long time to choose and in the end requested for my family or friends to make a decision for me. how useless, yeah.

in fact, i would rather not given the right to choose. not for all situations, but for most of them i guess.

just like i prefer listening to fm radio rather than listening to songs from my playlist even though the fm doesnt always play sounds of my favourite.

hah, maybe because i know it too well that i would start pressing on the "next" button when im given the choice to choose the songs to listen to.

so why not just enjoy whatever the radio plays? that's how i see it (:

anyway, im enjoying every moment of the study break (cause im not totally mugging :P).

it's DEFINITELY more fun than going to sch :D

other than the 4 hours of extreme stomach pain on today and yesterday.

im really going to cut down my intake of chilled drinks, the pain is getting unbearable.

im not feeling stress surprisingly. maybe because im forcing myself not to.

let's not let history repeats again (:

my precious cybershot (:

im happy that ive got something that ive always wanted (:
it was a worthwhile deal. had a hard time deciding the colours since my fav red doesnt come with this design. picked the white one instead.



love it totally and i'll definitely cherish it (:
my new love, cybershot.

bruised and battered by your words.

hahhh, starting with a totally random picture which definitely has no link to my entry. hah.

went out early in the morning to study with carmen and in the entire 4 hours, i only managed to cover 1 chapter. totally unproductive and im feeling guilty now. AT LEAST, it's some catchup session with carmen. hah.

agreeing totally with carmen, we all tend to feel more gan xing at night. i guess everyone's like this? muha. after going for the lihui's party and the chat with carmen, i seem to feel more sad rather than happy. hah, i feel as though ive wasted my youth (though im not very old), didnt really make good use of my carefree sec school days. very little involvement in sch stuff and i guess i only start developing a character after o's. dont know what i meant by character development? then maybe you haven gone thru that stage. ive matured thru a tough way, but at least im glad ive matured (:

anyway, being random again. i must say, one can definitely be bruised and battered my others' words. well, some may choose to confront, to start a quarrel. dont know whether it's good or not, ive changed and chosen to shut up and slowly move away from the person. moving away in the sense of sharing less and spending less time tgt. one day you might realise... im gone, totally.

hah, i hope that day will nv come though.

there are three kinds of friends in this world.

one, those who can have fun with.

two, those who can have fun and share your feelings with.

three, both of the above mentioned.

have you find the type 3 friends of yours?

hahhhhhhhhhhh...

a peaceful night.

the week ends perfectly with a trip to the esplanade and a dinner of donuts (:
heh, im taking today as the last day of the week cause we're not going to sch tomorrow!
greats, can slp late tonight. but im afraid i cant last long already.
if only the weather can perfect my mood by giving some drizzle now to make it totally good for slping. hahhh.

anyway, was having a rather bad mood for the whole week since prelims is drawing near.
decided to take a little break today. as usual, my break is always the seek for peace (:
went to suntec to have donuts and some snacks before heading to the esplanade library.
well, only managed to study for 1.5 hours then we went to the rooftop for a nice view of the night sky and the beautiful glinted towers. took nice photos, got a chilled snapple drink and sat by the river for a while before rushing home.
this is what i called soul replenishment, something to prevent draining and to get some life.
please dont define this as slack ):

take a look at the nice photos (:

now what? feeling so worn out now, how to continue studying?
hah, should i sleep?
sigh................................

so sad.

it's coming to the last week of school. the last week. im getting stressed, a different kind of stress. so many revision package, all due on the same day. which one to start first? tys? kinetics? was having a dilemma just now. hate this kind of situation, i wasted quite some time coming up with a decision.

stress 2, revision seems nv ending. i really wonder how am i going to complete everything within 11 days. surprisingly, im most afraid of my math. j1 topics... hah, all forgotten.





really really dread going to school these days. dont know how to phrase it, maybe, stress give rise to some sort of isolation? i guess studying with sis works best. hah, everything will be completely different in 3 months time. yes, gurantee.

sigh, have to go to sch tomorrow.
time for bed, finally.