Wednesday, September 05, 2007

a bad habit.

oh no, i think im beginning to regret buying the white cybershot instead of the pink one.
had a hard time choosing between the black, white and pink one that day.
pink looks more unique and different, the white one seems a little too plain? sigh.





why should i always regret after ive made a decision?
why cant i be more decisive and be contented with what ive picked?
ive been like this since young, always taking a long time to choose and in the end requested for my family or friends to make a decision for me. how useless, yeah.
in fact, i would rather not given the right to choose. not for all situations, but for most of them i guess.
just like i prefer listening to fm radio rather than listening to songs from my playlist even though the fm doesnt always play sounds of my favourite.
hah, maybe because i know it too well that i would start pressing on the "next" button when im given the choice to choose the songs to listen to.
so why not just enjoy whatever the radio plays? that's how i see it (:

anyway, im enjoying every moment of the study break (cause im not totally mugging :P).
it's DEFINITELY more fun than going to sch :D
other than the 4 hours of extreme stomach pain on today and yesterday.
im really going to cut down my intake of chilled drinks, the pain is getting unbearable.



im not feeling stress surprisingly. maybe because im forcing myself not to.
let's not let history repeats again (:

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