lovely day (:

seems like everyone has forgot or chosen to forget that we're still having a chem mcq paper on tuesday. the bua giao clan is in town, and some other jjcians as well. maybe everyone's confident? nono, im not. definitely not.

teehee, finally able to connect a little bit more with jason after quite some time.
ahh, the sense-less song-singing and the rubbish talk. i havent been doing these things after losing contact with all my "high" mates (esp willy).
rubbish talking and making sense-less noises really help to reduce stress, lighten the mind, somehow. but i dont know how.

it has been such a nice day!
cheeeerrrss....


hah, showed my mum the photo above, and she realised "eh, carmen doesnt look old one hor, always have the face of a kid. "

yah, i guess her face would just remain like this. the nv-grow-old face.

to make my day even happier, i bumped onto willy at far east!
though i already know he would definitely be in town. but then, still quite lucky to be able to bump onto him since there are so many malls in town. hehhhh, totally happy.

found some nice pictures when i was arranging my files just now (:

there's so many things i want to do.

cant wait for A levels to end.......................................................

ying ye 3 +1 (:

TaHAA! the feeling of finishing all the big papers is real great!
finally able to do what i want without much constraints.
hah, im sounding as though ive completed my As. my foot, not even the whole of prelims.

maybe ive started demoralised after the first week of papers, and really started slacking during the 2nd week. was having difficulty falling asleep during the first week of exams, but was watching at least 2 hours of tv everyday during the 2nd week. muhaha, this is what carmen and i refer to as "bui zai si".

whatever the case, i guess im still happy that prelims is coming to an end soon and also feeling great to have a new nice show loaded on youtube for me to watch. tahaa...

shall retain this little happiness in me until the day im getting back my results...

i hope there would be no discussion abt the results and i seriously dont wish to disclose my scores. guess it's gonna be total flop and an embrassment to be revealed.

i shall be out for the next 2 days and enjoy.

just let me take a short break before returning to the boring life......

it feels great this way, i like it. you like it?

taaaahaaaaa.... qi si carmen. (inside joke)

im just imitating the muscleman in the Mocca advertisement to irritate carmen.

ultimate. muhahs.

it has been so long since i last high-ed.

qiang qiang memorial

im taking a short break before going back to my math revision.


was listening to 933fm the other day and the DJ introduce this song by Ella.

it's a rather sad song written by the singer herself and it's abt her precious puppy which has passed away. the story behind it is sad, even a people like me who doesnt like dogs or pets almost tear. hah.



the puppy has been brought home by ella back in the year 2003 and SHE soon realised that it has a limping leg.

they brought it to the vet and they were told that the dog was a yin-yang gou, "female-male" dog. it was a female dog with excessive male hormones in it (or the other way round, forgotten :X) and it's because of the hormone imbalance that resulted in its limping leg.


for the past few years, the dog has been receving treatments and at the same time became a precious companion for the owner.


however, the dog left her during an operation in hope to cure its illness, when an unexpected tissue rejection occurs. it happened on the day when ella has to fly overseas for a performance. she only managed to rush down to the hospital to take a look at her dog and had to hop onto the plane soon after. this song was written by her on the plane and the album was named after her dog, 蔷蔷 .(qiang qiang)

the profits earned from the selling of this album would be donated to 慈善团体流浪动物之家.


listen ;
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/173878ht.htm
it's a nice sad song.
(:

hah, what a different entry.

a bad habit.

oh no, i think im beginning to regret buying the white cybershot instead of the pink one.
had a hard time choosing between the black, white and pink one that day.
pink looks more unique and different, the white one seems a little too plain? sigh.

why should i always regret after ive made a decision?

why cant i be more decisive and be contented with what ive picked?

ive been like this since young, always taking a long time to choose and in the end requested for my family or friends to make a decision for me. how useless, yeah.

in fact, i would rather not given the right to choose. not for all situations, but for most of them i guess.

just like i prefer listening to fm radio rather than listening to songs from my playlist even though the fm doesnt always play sounds of my favourite.

hah, maybe because i know it too well that i would start pressing on the "next" button when im given the choice to choose the songs to listen to.

so why not just enjoy whatever the radio plays? that's how i see it (:

anyway, im enjoying every moment of the study break (cause im not totally mugging :P).

it's DEFINITELY more fun than going to sch :D

other than the 4 hours of extreme stomach pain on today and yesterday.

im really going to cut down my intake of chilled drinks, the pain is getting unbearable.

im not feeling stress surprisingly. maybe because im forcing myself not to.

let's not let history repeats again (:

my precious cybershot (:

im happy that ive got something that ive always wanted (:
it was a worthwhile deal. had a hard time deciding the colours since my fav red doesnt come with this design. picked the white one instead.



love it totally and i'll definitely cherish it (:
my new love, cybershot.