school starts.......

okay, school has started. had my very first lecture today at 12.30pm and how suay can i get?
i could have reached on time, if not for the bus... bus 179 broke down just one stop (JUST ONE STOP) before it enters ntu. shit, at least if it manage to hang on till we get into ntu, we can still try to hop on the shuttle bus and get to LT1a. so, well... was a little bit late.

as for the lecture, it was a 4 hrs long. there're actually 2 lectures but both in the same lt, one after another. and im pretty satisfied with myself. i only dozed off awhile (: with the help of sweets of course.

im actually feeling quite stress now, even though sch has only started 2 days and lessons have just started today. there're alot of kiasu-s around and definitely alot of closet muggers. thank god, no one in my tutorial class are eyeing on tourism and hospitality. yah, continue... the ppl there knows alot of stuff - the au(s) thing, the electives, the textbooks, the shortcuts, etc way before sch starts. omg, ive a classmate who has already bought her calculator and textbook.
i just cant help feeling stress...

and, just after one lect, we're required to form grps of 4 and start on a project. i dont want to choose the wrong project partners, i want/need ppl whom i can work with. and the one who wanted to partner me is someone i dont really feel right with. worse, i havent get a laptop and many of my tut mates have not too. it fair is next week, plus an addition of roughly 2 weeks before collection, we can only get the laptop in around 3 wks later, when project is due on 24th. zzzzz.

continues... we're strongly encouraged to join cca to get points to bid for internship nxt yr and i think we also have to get electives which we really have to try to win the vacant slots and make sure that fit into our timetable. ive just took up one more tuition and hopefully everything's going to fit in nicely beautifully into my timetable. pray hard hard.

so... i've got 3 textbooks to buy, which cost around $59 each. and if my TI-83 is not approved, i would have to get a new calculator at $65. i shall see how after the first tutorial.

balancing off with some good and optimistic stuff.
- im no longer taking any allowance from my parents (it really feels good. maybe just for now, haha) and i hope i can continue this way.
- im really learning how to cope and manage my time. making full use of time now - sch, cca, tuition, projects.
- im not going to feel bored anymore, i guess.

haha, let me take a break to relax abit first and start planning my time............