i want some life.

after not going school for some time, im feeling kinda dettached from ppl now.
realised i didnt really made alot of friends in college and if i did, they're merely considered as acquaintance. just hi and bye, how sad. it's kinda too late for anything now.
im just feeling kinda emo now? felt like i havent had enough of teenage life. i shall pluck out some courage to ask my primary friends out, it's really time for some catchup sessions.
meanwhile, i really x 100 wish to meet up with my sec school friends. but im not sure if they're free to meet up tgt.

okay, i hope i can make some friends at office. e3 friends and ppl who know me will know that im actually noisy, talkative and kinda high. but i dont know why, im like a mute or nearly one when im in office. it has been a long time since i last got noisy or high, hopefully the gang can meet up when carmen's back.

thinking back, it feels kinda sad that college life just ends like that.
i would say, ive only made 2 new friends in jj -reena and qx.
and it's sad that CSLs ended up in a rather pathetic state, lost contact with almost everyone.
shit, i think i really have got to be more friendly and chatty.

i want some life.