was chatting with my elder cousin just now and she asked me for nice shows.
introduced the show to her and after helping her to find the youtube user, i caught the last episode of it. im affected again.
began to ponder whether ive taken things for granted or maybe asking for too much.
what else. ive been blaming the bus for making me late for sch, sighing that there's not enough time to study, grumbling that im not as intelligent or even complaining abt who and what im.
most of time, im rather "kou shi xin fei" though. well, but i admit my words are sometimes too harsh and crude. my apologies to those who are once hurt or affected by my words (: truthfully.
anyway, i see no harm having all these thoughts and emotions. in a way, it is some sort of reflection, isnt it? i always find reflections neccessary. when we reflect, we tend to cherish things more. hah, it may be kinda exaggerating to say this, but it really isnt for me. im trying to love life, and live it to the happiest each day (: what if i die tomorrow? hah.
had a small chat with carmen today. heh, penny of thoughts.
im letting go, to wait.
Are you?
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