staying over at carmen's house on this special day :)
yeas, im reaching seventeen soon... my favourite age! :) i've been waiting for this coming wednesday... but dont know why, i dont feel like growing old anymore... 17 leh, so old lor... i still have so many things not done... i bought the lastest issue of the Seventeen magazine... then flipping thru, i saw lots of pretty girls who look so mature when they're only 17! they looked like they spent each and every day of theirs so fruitfully, finding ways of displaying the nicest side of theirs...
hmm... i dont want to be like typical seventeen girls, study, mug just to excel in studies. i want a balanced life, something fun but wont destroy my future... i want to try out the things that i've always wish to exprience but never had the courage to... so many so many...
life in jc isnt fun at all... everything operates at such a fast speed. no time for you to think, to plan, and of cos to Rest... i love willy's life, clara's and carmen's... they seem to enjoy everyday of theirs... hahas... i mean, what it appear to me lah... =) gosh, i think im wasting my seventeen years of youth... LOL... but i enjoyed my primary sch life leh... hahas, 4 years of youth then. =)
im like slowing down my life, hate it. so so many doubts in mind, but no longer have the courage to question and to face awkwardness. =) i know that sitting down there waiting doesnt help... this year just seems so crucial to me, no time to waste. =(
luckily, there are some things and people who put life in a different light. =) as usual lah, they're my gang (carmor, cheryl, jason, cy.... ) and also the one whom i dont really talk to oftenly, but he lives in my erm heart? WILLY! lols... not that kind of sense lah. =) hmm, another great influence is ken... lols.. learnt so many things from them... =)
hees... im going out to celebrate my bday soon! fifteen more mins? =) yea...
live life to the fullest... possible? =)
`still searching, hoping. (sound so familar, lols)
Peili
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