goodbye once again.

today's the last day of sch. hah, feeling kinda sad, kinda wasted... but dont know why also.
okay, maybe i know, but then dont know how to say.

suddenly recalled what happened nearly a year plus ago, when we were pondering who will be our best friend in this class after the entire 2 yrs of jc life.
seems like we're all back to zero, sounds so sad.
no strong sense of attachment to anyone, but a little to everyone.

it's so sad to say all these, to remind yourself of all these.
in search for a best friend(s) in class, we've went thru so much, and landed ourselves in a state of confusion, in a complicated situation.

maybe good things always comes in pairs?

my jc life is full of regrets.
i should have studied harder, i should have joined my activities, i should have done this and shouldnt have done that.

argh, it's too late for anything.
hate to say this, let's leave it to fate.

graduation day

the day didnt start well when im forced to crawl out of the bed early in the morning. to add on, we received a rather sad news which was supposed to be something good instead.

it was announced that prom is not going to be held in school but at Amara Sanctuary Resort in sentosa. sounds cool and unique, definitely better the college. what spoils it all is the date.
it is on the 28th nov. the exactly the same day which carmen's flying to thailand.
sigh, which means to say... carmen cant join us for grad night.

ive always been feeling fortunate to be able to be in the same college as my best friends.
hah, we mug together, pon lessons together, take lunch together, have a little chat after class together and what ive always been looking forward to... is the day when we graduate and the day when we get our results together.

prom night or grad night marks the finale of our college life and brings back the memories of the college life that we share in these 2 years. it's really a pity that carmen cant join us, somehow im feeling quite affected. if only the school can change the date.....

part of the good memories.......
the three of us have become the regular visitors of jj's sickbay. hah, so long as one of us is feeling unwell, the other 2 will come soon. all we have to do is to take out phone and message (:
we can pon lectures, skip breaks to meet up in the sickbay, have a little chat and somehow these are enough to ease the pain of the one lying on the bed.
hai, thats why im feeling so sad over the fact that we cant attend the grad night together, you know you know...

hai...... no point brooding over it now since the scary As comes first.

i hope carmen wont be too affected by my words!
just like what you've said, we can always have a make up grad night some other time!
(:

fri-en-ds lunch @carmen's place

still amazed and still envious of the fact that there are 3 great cooks in our gang.
whats even more amazing is that out of the 3, 2 of them are males.
they've put in so much effort to prepare this wonderful lunch for us. the food taste absolutely great and truly speaking, i havent try most of the dishes before today.
A Big Thank You to you guys (:
hah, not to forget to mention their names. unexpectedly, they're jason, cy and carmen.

here's our lunch (:


and the cooking process which looks rather unhygenic due to the butt-squeezing activity started by cheryl, coordinated by cy.

with poor or maybe zero culinary skills, i volunteered to wash the dishes!
heh, it was fun with that big kitchen area (:

really have to thank the main chef who reached the earliest and forked out the most money.
whats more, he ponned sch for this lunch and has to rush back to sch to get some award after that. waaaahh.... touched.

last of all, a reunion photo of the gang. it was a full attendance!

okay, after sleeping so late and waking up earlier than usual, im feeling really beat now.
hmm, this lunch gathering kinda made me ponder over some stuff but the mind is too tired to analyse what exactly have i reflected.

i still find the formation of our gang amazing cause we have people from different backgrounds, different countries, different religions and have different lifestyles.

there's only one thing we've in common - we all came from bbss (a chao great school)

there's alot i have in mind, but im able to put it in words.

sweet thing for my loves (:

being able to do what you like after the exams feels sooooooo great!!! WAAAAA~~~~
did a "card" for each of the 3 best friends of mine (:

im soooo happy. REALLY (:
yeyyy... i like the cards alot! hope they'll like it too!

gooodnight! (:

the expression of love (:

ahhh, the long awaited bday celebration for mum has finally arrived.

well, ma's bday falls on 18th sept when sis and i were still having our prelims. hee, so we chose this sunday to celebrate bday with her. picked a gift for her on friday, tahaa, bought the floral tea that she once said she likes. it comes with a very beautiful floral gift box and consists 2 flavours - rose & floral mix.


we went out in the noon and was supposed to have enjoy our day at The Central and take nice photos at clarke quay since ma wants to take a look at the mid-autumn festival decorations over there. hah, but what a disappointment. Central was utterly boring and the decorations arent any nicer as well. we left for vivo after taking a few photos....

heh, here are 2 of the photos taken at the riverside (:






hee... went window shopping at vivo for a few hours since none of us have anything in mind.
then we started to move around, looking for a desirable restaurant to have our dinner.
we ended up in Sushi Tei! the ambience is great! ( though we didnt manage to get the best seats with the sea view).

here's one sweet photo of the 3 of us. any resemblance? hah....

and then a photo of my mum's daughters .... hah...

hah! take a look at the photo below! i look like some funny cartoon character! big head and a small body! goodness, look at the spastic smile as well...


and of course the pretty delicious food...
sis doesnt find it as nice delicious as what she expects. me and mum find it alright though (:

while waiting for the last dish ....




we took out the gift and gave mum a pleasant surprise. hah, she didnt know we've prepared a gift for her. haha, she's only expecting a treat!
i still remember the way she reacts when she saw the gift and im so glad she likes it and find it useful. "wha... still got gift ahh..."
hahas...




after dinner, we went for a stroll at the sky garden and took some photos as well (:

mum and sis ...

me and mum...

me and sis...

hah, i guess unlike most families, in my family, we seldom express our gratitude or present our love in words or obvious acts.
we were shocked and felt wierd when mum said "xie xie ni men hor... "
at that moment, i was like frozen and at a loss for words. kept laughing though i was really happy. haha, well... luckily the awkwardness didnt last long when sis replied in a funny and tenh manner "bu yong ke qi la..." we started imitaing mum soon after. hah!

i must say that the celebration was a success and im really really really very very very happy that the present that ive picked was the right one! for once, im proud of my decision (:
dont know why, im comfortably in love with my family and it's so heart-warming to realise that we're getting closer each day.

ive learnt to appreciate, to express and to give (:

Happy Belated Birthday, ma!